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the gun pointed at the head of the universe

here is a picture of the fun i got to have tuesday night i started working at hollywood video four days ago i got called in to work because some other new kid quit my first night closing and im straighting the movies when a guy that had been in the store for at least twenty minutes he came over and started talking to me about movies and such i turned my back after we were finished and then he got real close to me and told me to get him all the money in the store i walked up to the front and told jessica the manager i was working with she went into the back to get the money out of the safe but she really called the police the perp then started to get suspecious and took me over to the office which was locked he had me try and kick the door down after two tries jessica opened the door she hadnt opened the safe yet she then opened it and gave him the money he then had us walk him to the door and just as he walked out the police got there and arrested him let this be a lesson to you all never go in to work on a day youre not schuldued to because i wasnt even supposed to be there today

but seriously near life experences are the most awesome thing

here is a picture or two because i think they make my blog look pretty

no time to say hello goodbye im late im late im late

yes i did recently watch alice in wonderland it was pretty fun but that is not as important as what i have now decided to start bloging about Z.I.P.P. the zombie invasion preparation progress i have decided that i am going to prepare for a class four zombie invasion in which zombies would be the dominate species on the planet this preparation will also serve me well should i ever have to live in my own community that has to be founded from scrach i will be studying many thing among them sword play and sharp shooting climbing free running hiking navigating flying sailing survival tactics for all terains psychology leadership skills early childhood development tracking hunting fishing building methods and any other fields of interest that i find along the way i have started to ready my hand to hand weapons which should always be used as a last resort because of how close the zombie can get to you how you to use them and remember kids there are no great heros its not like in the movies where one man saves us all we must work as a team if we want to win this fight

get your tounge out of my asshole gary dogs do that you're not a dog are you gary

have you ever just sat down and wrote every little thing that came to mind it makes you believe in a happy version of ones self im the real shaddy so all you mother fuckers need to back up off this shit im me and ur you so fuck off if you hate me for no reason i dont know i dont know why youre here and when it comes down to it you dont know why ur here either so piss off if you dont know why do you think you can tell me what im supposed to be im the alpha im the top dog and im out for blood so you had better find a rock to crawl under because this shit is unpredictable i want to know the out come but i know as little as you bye i dont know even know if i know who i am any more

the thing about movies is

that they can never kill anyone the whole plot of the film could be to kill the main character but still we stop and see that they can change we see them for the humans they are connect them to ourselves and cant let them die we become them and we cant die we cant believe that we will die all of you reading this you me my neighbors my neighbors neighbors will die we will all perish that is why you cant just work your whole life to try and and make up for that fun in the end you have to do what you want see what you want do what feels right im not talking about in any kind of moral way i mean that this world is too filled with people who are waiting to seee that life will come and sweep them off their feet into the sands of destiny where they can take all the sands of the desert and turn them into a glass sculpture of unfathomable beautythat there life or the life that they wanted the part that will mean the most to them will fit into a single paragraph in the conclusion of their story you have to wake up and go and do not recline stand up start running and go movies show us all these people we want to live beacause we want to live we want to live through them we want to be part of their triumph if even for a fading surreal moment a moment lived in the deepest darkest of our souls a part of us that not even we can see a part that we cant fool a part of us that dies each day we live and is born each day we get up a part of us that lives in the hope that one day we will do that which makes us human the thing that drives us the thing that we keep tucked away because it is so frail that if it broke we would have nothing so we do nothing we sit and play chess and watch movies in which we can let others almost lose but when they have it all out there it comes back to them we know that it is this part of us that we live for but we know that it would be hard maybe too hard for us to do maybe we still dream about it but it is just that a dream and so we live our lives to die some will love some will marry and have more children to face these same troubles but in the end wether alone or surrounded by family we come to an end we all will find ourselves breathing our last breathes with nothing to look back on but the choices we made wether we would change them or not it is done wether we tried to do what it was or not we will have to accept that there is nothing else we can do anymore and that finally we would have the courage if only we had the time to go live out the things that we most earnestly wanted but there are no more days and no more white horses there is nothing left to say but good bye and luck pass on what you can let go of what you can and die there is nothing left to do but die it is all of our fates each one of us must at some point face the nature of our own mortallity we must see that this world will kill us all and we can either spend the time we have waiting or we can spend it living we can give up or take charge of the time we have left the choice is ours so get busy livin or get busy dyin and kill the part of you thats stops the head way you need to be making because when it comes down to it we end.

same shit different day

well i cant think of a name for my post yet i had a pretty good thankgiving except that the next day i got up my tounge's swollen my arms dislocated or i pulled the muscle well fuck it i dont want to talk about it other than that it has been a cake walk my illness is pissing off my boss though and thats kinda cool since she is the antichrist well im bored so see you lator